Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Painful......Allah, pls give me some strength

yes..it's hurt and painful...and i need to write it....sakit bila you have mention to your GM u r pregnant n unfortunately u fall 2 stairs at 10.30 am..but your GM want u to attend meeting...
it's hurt when you show your manager your ankle yg mula membengkak n told her "i will see the gynea by 1 pm" but she insist and want u to find replacement trainer @ 12.30...
it's painful when ur gynea said your baby isnt develop, no fetus n no heart beat...adding painful when your husband send u to check in ward n simply walk to continue his job @ 12... the worst part it is your 3rd dnc & he's not around..until u were send back to the room after the procedure n he turn up around 6.30 pm..
sadness went u have 2 be alone during mc time..
.luckily Aisyah were around & colours life of the day..
make sad, when ur fren sms & send condolence, when it make u more sad.....feel like crying & tears running down from my eyes..
Honestly i know i'm depression period & hope to recover soon..

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