Alhamdulillah

ya..finally after satu dugaan, mummy receive good news today...mummy have been promoted to new grade.. E 14 which mean mummy got increment 15%..actually, my fren kat admin have told me earlier n follow by MD ILSAS before mummy went to Arabic Class.. syukurlah, yg ada juga berita gembira utk mummy selepas dugaan hebat nih.
talking about mummy big boy n little girl.. my Big Boy already make up his mind to apply job at middle east.. hopefully daddy manage to get permanent job there thus mummy can resign a be a SAHM.but in order to work there, we need a earn about 3-4k USD, since we already have 4k financial commitment here..
Mummy litte girl, AFH skrg makin "Rajin " tolong mummy mengemas...everynite need to clear the house b4 sleep.. sabar ajerlah n enjoy kemas rumah k..semakin manja until nak tido kat paha mummy lagi.. hai sayang mummy nie... mcm mana nak jadi kakak...last sunday mummy baru j hold her cousin baby adam & airisha, aisyah terus merajuk..sulking with her mouth..belajo mana ntah bb mummy ni.
skrg ni rumah ni mmg peminat tegar upin ipin..should we cut down astro sbb upin ipin 24 hours... huhuhuhu

Painful......Allah, pls give me some strength

yes..it's hurt and painful...and i need to write it....sakit bila you have mention to your GM u r pregnant n unfortunately u fall 2 stairs at 10.30 am..but your GM want u to attend meeting...
it's hurt when you show your manager your ankle yg mula membengkak n told her "i will see the gynea by 1 pm" but she insist and want u to find replacement trainer @ 12.30...
it's painful when ur gynea said your baby isnt develop, no fetus n no heart beat...adding painful when your husband send u to check in ward n simply walk to continue his job @ 12... the worst part it is your 3rd dnc & he's not around..until u were send back to the room after the procedure n he turn up around 6.30 pm..
sadness went u have 2 be alone during mc time..
.luckily Aisyah were around & colours life of the day..
make sad, when ur fren sms & send condolence, when it make u more sad.....feel like crying & tears running down from my eyes..
Honestly i know i'm depression period & hope to recover soon..

Ya Allah berilah yg terbaik Utk Kami

Ya...sgt tragis topik kali ini..hari isnin lepas, mummy terjatuh di office madetill...natijahnya mummy mc utk 4 hari... pd hari isnin lps gynea tak dpt detect heartbeep baby...huhuhuhu...sukarnya nak terima ujian ni...but gynea ask mommy to wait until another 1 week for benefit of doubt..(utk menghilangkan keraguan)
semalam rabu, it is a bleeding day.. ada 2-3 x mummy ada keluar stain..sgt dlm ketakutan..mmg mummy n daddy sudah bersedia utk menerima sebarang berita yg tidak best tp deep inside mummy heart, i still hope this time pregnancy will be ok..
mummy couldnt share my thought / feeling sepenuhnya dgn someone n i really need to share it...
pls pray i will be ok with anything Allah test...

Mummy Not Well

Ya, sudah seminggu mummy tak sihat... selsema & batuk.. sebenarnya mummy sudah penat krn non stop work dlm bulan april...starting with Team Building Pep 37, 5S & Mgmt Module Pep 35...huhuuhu..mummy rasa perlu rehat dan duduk diam-diam aje dirumah..harap-harap hasrat ini akan terlaksana pd bulan 5 nanti...ya mummy mau duduk dan berehat dirumah...
oleh kerana mummy tidak sihat, maka anak mummy pun terjangkit sama...hidungnya berlendir sama mcm mami...
Hari ini mummy bekerja non stop 8.00 - 6.00 pm...gara-gara 5 s dan mgmt module pd minggu hadapan..
minggu depan mummy suka kerana daddy akan berada di ILSAS / Uniten selama 4 hari..bolehlah daddy balik cpt n bantu mami...:)

She Getting Better

Yap...Alhamdulillah..ekzema aisyah semakin baik... rasa sgt seronok... CD sangat membantu utk memastikan her ekzema down faster as race against time..For time being, we decided to provide Mak Ani with CD until her eczema really ok..perhaps another 2-3 weeks more..after that, we have 2 she, if Aisyah really sensitive with the dispo pampers, we have not choice but to use CD 100%.
Her bactroban cream pun dh habis.. mummy agak 2 that cream contain a little of steroid because aisyah ekzema recover very fast..so we didnt want to ask another tube from the doc, unless vice versa..

Tears in Happiness

wah sadisnya topik ni...bukan apa, setakat ini mummy nak masuk minggu ke 7 utk sibling aisyah...loya n tak lalu makan mmg biasa...hari ni shj dah 2 x stop car & uwek ditepi jalan.. Ya Allah,Semoga pregnancy kali ini selamat..amin

mY TEARS sbb dah tak boleh dukung cik mek aisyah tu while aisyah semakin manja..dah 3x isnin pagi je dia mesti nangis kat rumah Mak Ani...aisyah mcm tahu 2 je nak dpt adik..manja semacam.. n sekarang mmg everyday she demand mummy utk dukung..sorry babe, mummy mmg x boleh..nanti mummy minta daddy carry aisyah k.

2nd tears sbb aisyah kena ekzema yg sgt teruk..jd mulai hari ni no more pet-pet diapers to bbsitter house...kena bg CD..utk hari pertama ini nampak bbsitter boleh manage CD..wink 2 suka sgt at least cptlah sikit ekzema aisyah baik.

hari ni kereta mummy cant start di Bangi..mungkin rezeki sbb perform dhuha prayer during weekend, Allah mudahkan masa kereta x boleh start tu kedai 2 kereta byk sgt..dahlah dlm dompet mummy hanya ada < xxx dimudahkan juga ada bank kat situ..alhamdulillah masalah kereta selesai dgn bantuan collegue yg terror bab keta encik Alias...call daddy, but he very busy man today..meeting..kenalah minta bantuan tambahan..

Aisyah & Mummy

finally mummy manage utk buat blog family mummy...while mummy busy of choosing template & aisyah were sleeping...tambahan pulak daddy tgh outstation...masuk kali ni dh 3 x daddy ke penang for meeting purpose.so many things happen lately & so many lesson learnt.
The best part today, mummy mansge utk ambik aisyah awal dr rumah mak ani ari ni...hari selasa lepas mummy pick up her late around 7.30 pm and aisyah look so dissapointed..sampai x bg mak ani close the door since she is the only one left kat situ..yealah selalu mummy pick up aisyah awal compare dgn mummy 2 lain.tp minggu ni mmg mummy busy sbb pep 37 baru masuk n mummy kena jaga their team building activities until 7 pm..hakikatnya mmg hati mummy luluh sbb ambik aisyah lambat hari tu n hopefully today can counter back the pain.
the saddesr part, aisyah terluka jari sbb memecahkan cawan upin n ipin.. sedihnya..x tau cakap apa...while daddy washing her hand , air mata mummy dah berderai- derai..ialah sbb susah tau mummy nak dpt aisyah.. 5 tahun kawin baru dpt..jd mummy rasa amat bersedih hati.
the happiest part, esok daddy aisyah dh balik...bolehlah aisyah nak ajak daddy naik beskal turqoise aisyah...pagi tadi aisyah ajak mummy htr dia g rumah mak ani naik beskal..too sad, mummy x boleh fullfill sbb mummy nk g kerja...esok aisyah main dgn daddy yea...insya-allah